Obviously my season
hasn’t started how I planned it! I’ve
been working extremely hard for the past six months leading up to the
first GP and I have made a lot of sacrifices to give myself and the team
the best chance at this season. Last Wednesday I was training in Belgium
and I caught my right shoulder on a post. It dislocated and then went
back into place straight away. I kept riding thinking it wasn’t
real but then my shoulder gave way again and I was forced to stop, in
a lot of pain.
Thursday morning I met with Dr Toon Claes to have an x-ray,
scan and an ultrasound - I hate going to Dr Claes as he always looks
at the x-rays
and goes “aha, aha” which normally follows with the bad news.
Basically I dislocated my shoulder for the first time at Hawkestone Park
last year damaging the bottom part of the cuff. When I dislocated it
this past Wednesday I damaged the top part of the cuff - of course there
are technical terms for what I’ve done but it all went in one ear
and out of the other. I was just so devastated and all I heard were the
numbers 50/50, that being the chance I had of not having reoccurring
problems.
I tried to ride yesterday (Saturday) and it wasn’t stable even
with all the tape and brace. There is just no way I can last the season
like this and I don’t want to be a rider making up the numbers
- I want to be in the race to try and win!
I want to apologise to CAS Honda,
my family, friends, fans and of course my personal sponsors and the team’s sponsors. If you know me well
you know I give 100% in my training and racing. I will be back when the
team (Harry, Neil, Fabio and Roger) believe I can race at that level.
As for the time this is going to take, we don’t really know until
I have surgery next week but it’s expected I will be training on
the bike in eight weeks. I also want to thank Jacky Vimond and Stefan
Nuesser my coach and trainer. Both have supported me in my preparation
and through this injury.
I wish my competitors good racing and I’m sorry I can’t
be there to make it a better race.
A wise person told me once told me,
some people succeed because they are destined to. Most succeed because
they are determined to!
Josh Coppins # 2.
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